As you get older, you realize you don't know anything.
You thought you did, ya, sure you thought you did.
You knew it all.
You saw the future... you see the past...
It never fades...
it never lessens...
It's always right there, at the surface.
Your face in my dreams, in my world,
still locked up there in my heart.
Pushed away, hidden in that dark places
reserved for secrets...
the ones between only you and your memories.
Not even a post secret for that one.
Not even a breathe.
I thought I knew so much, and I'm just shaking
my head now... I didn't know shit.
You can live your life,
you sit in the world you made for yourself.
But you never forget.
I always think of you, everyday...
At the strangest times in my day.
Weither it be in a dream I woke from at 7am,
or the perfume I spray in the morning.
The Air freshener in the car.
Silly things that bring it all back, like
a flash back.
Sometimes I smile, but most of the time
I try and pretend it never happened.
It's easier for my heart that way.
You never forget.
Memories are always there.
Your face is always there.
I worry about the calender as the days
pass quickly.
I see what day it is... I know what's to come.
I wish, sometimes, I was there...
Sometimes...
Sometimes...
Sometimes...

¶ 7/12/2006 11:56:00 PM